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11:11

Written by Jade Hayek

I breathed heavily, I asked heavenly, 11:11 I was always on time, 11:11 it was always a sign. I studied myself, I forgot myself, I followed my desire, I stepped into the fire, and it didn’t burn me, it burned what I was not, I learned and then forgot. It was when I forgot that I felt what was inside, that spiritual thing, that thing you can’t define. 11:11 was a love sign, from a far I didn’t know if that feeling inside was a danger sign, but it was just my eyes looking into angel eyes. I forgot about everything that ever hurt me, I forgot about the pain inside. Love has made me go insane sometimes, but it’s the intellectual conversation that made my brain collide with the divine. I was scared, but it sanctified everything in my mind, I breathed heavily, I asked heavenly, 11:11 is my sign.

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Written by Jade Hayek

So you wanna be free? Tell me what that means, tell me if you hiding yourself really means you’re free. Some days you wanna love, and you wanna love big, but three days later, your love shrinks to the size of a twig. Is that what freedom is? Loving inconsistently? When someone wants to get close, someone you chose to get close to you, the minute you see they love you more, god help them and the closeness they chose for you. So you hide yourself away, you hide until they don’t wanna love you the same way, that’s what you think, and then they creep close cause they don’t know what else to think, but love you more. And then you sit in a room full of silence, everything starts to spill, cause hiding from love ain’t love, it’s a violence to your free will.

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