You gave too much to begin with…
Then when you fell in the deep end,
You swam as fast as you could back to comfort.
Because you thought it was easier that way.
Easier to not feel for someone or something.
You rather avoid continuing to fall deep because you don’t want to get hurt.
It shits me.
I’ve been there before and it’s useless.
The deep end is where your greatest feelings unravel.
Learning ways that you never thought you could express.
And here we are…
You’re swimming back to comfort and I’m trying to work out whether to jump in and save you.
Jade Hayek ☿